the sex part with crave is forthcoming, i pledge. it's been really hard to write, and i didn't want to post it. but i think i can now.
it's the same reason i didn't write about the workshop in october - it was so personal and so surreal, I felt like if I wrote it down then it would become a dream that I would forget upon waking up. But I know it wasn't a dream. It was real, and I'm real. So, you shall have the sex part. I'll give myself Friday as the deadline.